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Monkey Brain

by Yokai Jem

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1.
Monkey Brain 03:11
Mind stop racing, in time it's all spacing on to Next one, next time monkey brain broke through Running from the bad times good times too, on to the next time that I’m with you Hard stop, sugar rush, side-step cut to -- I lost my keys in ‘89 You lost your wife in ‘95 it's all a blur She lost my dog in ‘21 I lost my heart after you’d gone it's all a blur I’m not strong enough for war since I met you Next one, next time maybe I’ll follow through Hard pressed to find the open door, back to the window over the core Can’t keep running from what they call you It’s just my big stupid heart in your hands Could you believe how hard this one ended? This one ended too soon, all the things we do And it looks like charring off the blue It's all a blur I lost my freedom in the daybed I found it where I'd left it, behind your walls It's all a façade in the open, And after all this time I'm up against the walls Smile if you know what's good for you, won't you Time ticks my nose your fist, oh doom Go on drop the act you sweet monsoon, we both know it's overdue Smile if you know what's good for you, won't you It's just my big stupid heart in your hand, Could you believe how hard this one ended This one ended too soon, too hard for me and you, But I'm still over the moon for you It's all a blur
2.
Just Kiss Me 03:16
Verse: Fmaj, Amin, Gmin7, Fmaj Waking up is easy when i know I'll see you that day When I'm just standing on the corner watching you watching me Falling asleep is easy when a dream about you walking my way But my heart beats hard enough to wake me up from that scene Chorus: Cmaj7, Dmin7, Amin7, Bbmaj You drive me crazy baby finally alone at your place You've really got something special can't take my eyes off your face My heart is going crazy and i can't find the words to say So just kiss me Verse People see me cheesing when i see your name on my phone But i don't care who knows I'm in love I'm in love Chorus You drive me crazy baby finally alone at your place You've really got something special can't take my eyes off your face My heart is going crazy and i can't find the words to say So just kiss me Bridge: Cmaj7, Dmin7, Amin7, Bbmaj Waking up is easy when I know I’ll see you Falling asleep is easy cause I dream about you You got me begging you please don’t give up what we got baby don’t go away Chorus You drive me crazy baby finally alone at your place You've really got something special can't take my eyes off your face My heart is going crazy and i can't find the words to say So just kiss me
3.
I’m lost in the wind my heart is a rain cloud the only possibility that has been left out I’ve lost so many times that I’ve started losing count and that’s fine My only one concern is I’m running out of time i think that I'm becoming too restless to unwind a part of me thinks that there's no reason to cry and that's fine But there's still blue sky chariots and a pain body talking like a savant idiot it's like nothing going wrong but it's easy to pretend that it's fine And there's no use trying again Until I'm just a little older and the burn starts to mend I'm honestly saying make believe it's pretend that its fine My eyes are so veiled by a longing and hope For a time to pretend that the truth could be spoken I’ve got it finally its a gas in the hand, its not mine I’m toiling afraid of the two headed waveforms And spiraling away from the you that I’ve prayed for I’ve gotta drop the hope and the pain will go too, but they’re mine But there’s still you trying to numb the days And I’m looking at my clock behind a yellowish haze I think I’m realizing there’s no time to complain and its fine Baba ram ram heal the pain Is it working it all out, is it just letting it rain I think I'm realizing there's no need to explain All the time Baba ram ram heal the pain Is it digging till you find it, is it loving the spade I think it's gone, I'll find it when the organ is played other side On the other side
4.
Operation lifesaver is in effect as of right now And I keep running away God is in the lightworks and the burning steppes of my house And I keep running away And you seem like you've always had enough of me And here and now's not the place I'm supposed to be I don't really wanna be in love anymore With you I don't really wanna be in love anymore With you Little on my mind besides the newest mistake that I've made And I keep running the same Middle of the road inside the beautiful thing is what they say It’s not one in the same And you seem like you've always had enough of me And here and now's not the place I'm supposed to be I don't really wanna be in love anymore With you I don't really wanna be in love anymore With you I don't really wanna be in love anymore With you I don't really wanna be in love anymore With you
5.
A delicate sculpture figure Was drunk beneath a diamond sky A postured silhouette Surreal like boy cry Undamnable and unchanging You’re just too young to understand That it's like two eyes open in an off-white room and a far cry There weren’t but three days gone bye after you died when we all tried To mourn the great escape, To dance this masquerade I felt a bit ruptured, featured, And stuck between an open mind – A false worded hypocrite Undamnable and unchanging You’re heart is in the right place And It's one hard lesson to learn something new about humankind, That there’s a you running round in a bottomless thrash as a sure sign: It might be more common than I thought And I’m no subtle savant And O I’ve got a lot to learn As it is, as it is And O I’ve got myself to blame For this situation Stitches facing the id There’s a small chance sitting on the fence I’ll show where its hid But it’s a hard one lesson to learn that you’re through before it even began I know you think you know me baby how much it hurts maybe it's all a sham Some cosmic comedy Some bold case study Itching for a love in the sky It’s like eyes wide open in an off-white room and a far cry
6.
Não queria que ninguém visse Especialmente você Não queria que ninguém soubesse Especialmente eu Você me amou? Ou só estava solitária? O fim do arco-íris Um pouco sozinho A minha luz da lua Atrás das sombras Dançar sambas Apenas com você, Acreditar no Deus Novamente agora, atrás de tudo Você me amou? Ou só estava solitária? O fim do arco-íris Um pouco sozinho A minha luz da lua Atrás das sombras [Instrumental] O fim do arco-íris Um pouco sozinho A minha luz da lua Atrás das sombras
7.
We were faces behind a masquerade And the love we found was hard to save Two lips a nose and a smiling face Just weren't enough of a loss to take We dressed up like some scullery maids With breast pumps and a cutlery tray Holiday with your melodies And buck jump high from a milky weed I wish I was the love that you need But i don't mind now I have to believe I just wish I’d known Grown up doesn't mean you’re grown And two lips two eyes and a nose Don't mean shit if you’re always alone My mother was a lovely lady And she would've liked if you would've stayed And speaking of the love that she gave I don't think I'll find what i couldn't take I fall in love too easily And it hurts every time when you up and leave But i can't decide if I'd rather be free Or waste my time trying to be what you need
8.
Far Out 02:59
Tall dark and handsome I thought it was a phantom Running through the blind streets Rousing up the downed desire Of everything I wanted to be Clouding up the mainstream Murky in my daydreams Holding me for ransom Baby I'm just so tired Of losing myself to me I've got a sickfit Sitting in my pocket And it's no use to me if it wants to stay Where there's a will You know there's a way out And it'll do me in the same if i don't walk away Far out and then some Leaving for the next one Could go on for miles but I guess life is just a vicious cycle Going like bobby end up like Michael Then don't come around Calling out the unseen low class conspiracy Living with the hive mind Baby I’m just so tired Of losing myself to me The second I've got fixed again It leaves when I'm not looking The solution set seems like its void I know it's just affliction Not so much a problem And you can beat it to the punch just play along
9.
Heaven has no heart for me Moonlight on the city streets It’s the kind of blue you wanna hide away from Let it out before it starts to speak Who’s right it sure ain’t me It’s the kind of mood you wanna fight and kill huh And I’m losing myself while I work for cheap With my Hollywood tits selling it for free On the downlow, mistakes were made And I realized there's nothing to say Too late to save it now, I’m clocked out brother broken down No sullen blues to sing along to Too late to turn back now, I’m knocked down brother hollowed out No sullen blues to sing along to You’ve got no heart of mine Twice fooling I’ll do it right It’s the kind of rouse you wanna stick the man to Just so you could see the white of her eyes Bright with surprise when she’s finish spitting lies Its the kind of doom that you want to talk to And I’m losing myself while I work for cheap With my Hollywood tits selling it for free On the downlow, mistakes were made And I realized there's nothing to say Too late to save it now, I’m clocked out brother broken down No sullen blues to sing along to Too late to turn back now, I’m knocked down brother hollowed out No sullen blues to sing along to No More Blues No More Blues

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released July 15, 2022

YOKAI JEM, vocals, guitar
PAT COYLE, drums
GREG DeCAROLIS, piano, fender rhodes, bass guitar
KELSEY ROBINSON, backing vocals
CHESTER WATSON, rap vocals on Far Cry

Original recordings produced by NATE CAMPISI
Recorded at MR SMALLS RECORDING STUDIO, Pittsburgh, PA
Cover artwork by CHESTER WATSON

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